So Confused

Red eyes, up all night
Too much to do, not enough time
Swallowed my tongue, choked on my pride
What you call fun makes me want to cry
I'm so confused
Don't know what to do
I'm so confused
Is it me or is it you?
Whatever I see is upside down
Whatever I hear sounds a little loud
Whatever I say turns inside out
Whatever I think just doesn't seem to count
Got to get away, travel far and fast
Live for today, not in the past
Good advice, easily had
Yet whatever I do, it still turns out bad